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I'm already here in Melacca, Malaysia...I arrived around 11:30pm because my flight was 4:50pm and the travel time took us 3 hours and 20 minutes...but of course flight was delayed and i've waited 15 minutes for my luggage to arrive.Training was okay, the difficult part was I have to walk the whole day around the plant, standing and talking to locals who are not good in English. I thought my 2-inch heels was comfortable enough to last me the week but my feet gave up...I'm here inside the hotel room (City Bayview Hotel), the only channel that I like here was Star Movies they have no cable, all channels are speaking in Malay!!! Damn! they don't even have HBO here so I have to settle for Star Movies...I've tried their chicken rice and golf balls (golf balls are also chicken rice but the rice are shaped into circles as big as golf balls, hence the name). The taste is so good! They say the rice was cooked in chicken broth and they put butter...it was so tasty...u can eat the rice alone!Anyway, enough of my adventures...I have to go and meet my boss in 30 minutes..
I really hate plane rides...actually, I just hate the take off and the touch down (I'm sorry I forgot the term) of the plane...In between that, it's okay for me..I feel like my heart stops their beat for a second or two, the feeling is similar when I'm a riding a caterpillar (oh yes, i'm a scared piece of shit when it comes to rides..oh and by the way, caterpillar is a small version of a roller coaster)..I HATE IT..
Another thing that I hate when I'm flying is the turbulence..it really hurts my ears!!! oh man!
My flight is this afternoon...and I'll be travelling alone...I'm really scared...
I'm going to Malaysia this Sunday for a one-week training in my employer's factory in Melaka. After my training, I'll go straight to my holiday in Genting Island. They say its nice up there, the weather is good, they've got theme parks, a big casino and a resort hotel.
I'm sorry I wasn't able to search on a bigger picture of Genting Island..don't worry I'll be bringing my digicam with me so I'll be posting pictures after my trip.
Supposedly, my parents and sister will follow me in Genting Island however the plan got all mixed up and I think I'll be going on a holiday alone. It was really crazy, at first I was scared to have my holiday alone but when I psyched myself up that it'll be an adventure for me, my parents decided to join me. After checking the schedule in a travel agency, they say they can't go because my schedule was mixed up. Grrrr!!!!
Anyway, I hope I'll have an exciting holiday in Genting.
An acquaintance has been constantly sending me SMS proposing that he'll be my casual sex partner...everyday he's been texting me the advantages of having a casual sex partner. I have to admit that his offer is very tempting...he's got a nice body..really nice...rock hard abs...actually, he's offering that we should do it first and if we clicked then good for us...he keeps on asking me to trust him. I have issues on trust..my last boyfriend cheated on me that's why i'm really having a hard time trusting men.
He's a yuppie. He's an IT systems engineer in Makati. That's all I know about him.
I'm still thinking about it though...I'm still considering his proposal. But I'm scared...I don't want a fuck buddy. I want a serious relationship. I'm scared to take risks. I don't want to get hurt again. I'm already 27 years old, I'm tired of having flings. I want to settle down someday. How could I settle down if I still keep on engaging on flings?
Should I take the risk with this guy? I really don't know. It's tempting but I'm really scared.
Guys are just after the sex...
These past few days, I've dated guys who just wants to be laid...It's really pissing me off..I'm after a serious relationship but the guys are after casual sex...Are there any good guys left in this world??? There are guys who will at first butter you up (saying sweet nonsense, making bola here and there...) and then you'll realize that his main objective is to get his hands inside your pants. There are some guys who will bluntly say it to your face that they just want to have sex with you..Perverts...
Like a while ago, an acquaintance sent me an SMS and made a blunt proposal...he wants to be my fuck buddy...as blunt as that.
I just want someone who I can share my feelings with. Someone I could drink beer with, or share my joys and sadness...Someone I could laugh with silly things, or daydream with. I'm not a hard person to please, I just want to have a serious relationship right now.